Post by AIKO CHIE WATANABE on Jan 2, 2012 1:20:54 GMT -6
AND WHILE YOUR HEAD IS SPINNING
HOLD TIGHT IT'S JUST BEGINNING
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Another night where Aiko's mother couldn't keep her promise at going out to a restaurant with Aiko. Over the years she had become quite used to this fact; although this never stopped her. Every time this would happen, Aiko would grab her purse and go get something to eat, and bring it to her mother. It may not be as luxurious as ordering and being waited on, but at least they could enjoy lunch break.
Aiko stepped in front of the elevator and pressed the down button. I wonder if I'll always be this busy when I'm a doctor, Aiko thought. To be honest, she quite missed spending time with her mother. She did not blame her for staying at the hospital almost 24/7 it seemed, but is being a doctor mean being distant? Even though she had little friends and no love, it did not mean she did not want it in the future. So much in the future to a point where her career would have already started. And in all honesty, she was beginning to wonder if she would even be able to find love. Just thinking about this was making her cheeks turn red from embarrassment. Oh such things can wait until then, Aiko thought. With this thought she heard a small voice in her, the desire voice mostly, Is waiting really such a good idea?
She quickly shook her head and felt her skin tense a small bit. No no no, I am doing the right thing. Goodbyes are to sad and sometimes hold you from doing what you dream of. No matter how many times at this moment, as she was waiting for the elevator, the thought of being to busy kept coming back to her. A test in Bio-Chemistry was coming up, something she was trying to focus on. These doubts were only making her on edge and doubt her decisions. Sighing a quick breath of relief, the elevator doors opened. Rubbing her forehead, she quickly got in the elevator.
"I hope everything goes smoothly and okay." Aiko whispered in Japanese.
